Eyes wide open hating
the way you made me feel one of these days you will see the truth. One of these
days we will all know the truth of why I am the way I am. Eyes wide open cause
I am scared to sleep Never ever again will I fall. No one can save me from my
own hell Have to keep going to find the truth in all the lies I have been told.
Eyes wide open to the face that everyone has lied to me.Crying harder now than
ever before trying to resists the urges running thur my head, Trying to put
this damn knife down.Even you cant see my total pain. Eyes wide open to the
rawness I do not like. Would rather die than feel this way again.Cant take much
more of this pain I feel wanting it to end right now. No more tears no more
sorrow no more pain ever again Curse you for making me feel this way Wondering
why do I do this to myself wanting answers I never will get Eyes wide open to
why I had all those walls up. Feeling shit I never wanted to feel. Hearing shit
I never wanted to hear Learning shit I never wanted to learn Eyes wide open to
the fact I will never be normal never ever be like everyone else in the world
always gonna be alone. Crazy and looney that is me by default hating it but
knowing its fact Feeling the cold steel against my skin what a release it can
bring. Eyes wide open to how I will die. God only knows what can save me.
Wanting to escape this hell called life not wanting to die but dont know what
else is there. Dont know if I can wait till Oct to find out the truth wanting
to find these answers that will haunt me till I am gone. Always know that I
loved you and have never been right minded. Eyes wide open to the fact of death coming soon Eyes wide open not caring
anymore Eyes wide open wanting to run Eyes wide open to all the pain I feel
Getting closer everyday to the end
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