money

for the longest time i ve had to do some shitty risky things to make a buck, just to make my kids happy with a roof over there heads. Now that i dont have to do illiegal shit its so freeing.

tick tock

tick tock time is winding down till i see u again. Will u tell me everything u know now that i know u know? all these years u have kept this from me, the truth what i wanted to know u knew. Why didnt u just tell me

time

ben awhile since ive seen u old friend why do we let so much time go by so much has happened that it will take forever to catch up so lets give up this fakeness

death amoung us

Death is always around, like the stray dog that follows you home. There is no getting rid of once you feed hi. So before u go u must decide if it will be quietly in to the night or screaming like hell its self is at your door.

sister

alias sara i finaly find you and you are gone. If i had known u maybe i could of helped u. I wish i knew you, you looked like you and would of gotten along great maybe even raised a little hell together.

fire

The fire burning away the old and rotten and dead. To give way to new life outta the ashes.

word of God

I heard from God today, while sitting in church. I has scared the shit outta me. I hope whom ever he was talking heard Him too.

faceless man

the faceless man is back again. I ask myself Who is he and why do i feel I know him even with out a face? And why deep down do i fear knowing his identy?

family

alright i have found my mom, whats next? I have added one of my half brothers on FB. How do i tell my adoptive dad

Dream 1

I am listening to a legned about a fig tree running and a raven sitting on top of the tree with red eyes

Dream 2

i am seeing Scott again in his office telling him since i found out about Sara I have been waking from like nightmare but cant rember shit. And Scott as I am talking to him has no face

god

what does it feel like to be HIM to be God? To decide who lives or dies? How does he choose does an angel help him. Whats it like to take a life?

sara

Sara I have never met you and never will. Yet you hant me. Had we met in this world of people passing by? If so I was I nice to you or an ass? I WISH I could of met you in this life. We will have to met in the next RIP Sara Porto

graveyard

Here i am sitting in the graveyard waiting on my time to come. Where i will go once i am gone i shal not know till i am there. Will anyone b there when i am gone? We shall see

cost

At what point do you say enough is enough? What is the highest price you are willing to pay for friendship

mom

Tonight i think i finaly can end my hunt. i beleve i have found u

Missing

Thinking of you n how much u love storms got Phantoms` Music of the night and Bruce Springstien Your Missing stuck in my head. Wanna cry but cant. Miss u mom RIP

parents

Parents are few and far between these days. All they wanna do with there kids is be friends... Let'em party, break curfew, drink, smoke and get laid. Why r we parents so afraid to control our kids?

darkness

Sitting in the darkness as the storm comes in, I feel a calmness wash over me like a warm blanket

1

Two sets of eyes in tonights sky watching over me and mine. One leading me unto the path of the devine. The other down the wrong path of desire and wanting

The Human

There is a human here whom is ordanary as the sky. There is a human here who cares and loves. There is a human here who thinks and breaths. There is a human here who is not perfect, who makes mistakes. The human is me.

The Demon

There is a demon here. There is a demon here who is good by day and evil by night. There is a demon here who has many faces. There is a demon here who helps yet hurts. He does not steal soles but makes them stronger. The demon is me.

Kevin Pittman

A wise pain. He haunts the dreams of those whom hold him close. Brave and strong as an army. Yet whose soul will never rest

scott andrew siegall

As quiet and shy as the nights sky. Wise and true as time its self.

no way

No way out. No way... not even death can save us from our own hell. Nothing. For it is in our own minds that we can not escape.

life in genral

Somedays I wish life went down a different path. I wish Scott was still around and mom.