God's Blog

I keep a blog called "God's Promise" and I have been slacking on it. For one major reason. I have no home church yet again and am looking once again. Its frustrating because we thought we had found a good one. But once again our issues prove to much for them.

The View

Standing on the bridge today I look to the North thinking of my family back that way and wishing I was with them again. I turn and then look to the South, where my old friend and love is. Wishing I was there too. Then I continue across the bride on my way to where ever it was I was going.

Lift me up

Lift me up for I am broken. See the pain I hide so well. Feel the fear and all that is me. Learn what fear means to me, even if you dont wanna know. Realize that I can never be healed, realize that there is and never will be a cure. See why death is my only way. Understand that my life is has and always will be a living nightmare. Life me up for I am broken Catch me for I am falling Save me for I need saving. But dont cry for me cause I chose this life. Even though I hate it I chose it. 

Dante (dont know why call it this but oh well)

What is done can always be un-done. Nothing is in stone. All can change. All will can bend. Life does not end at the grave nor begin in the cradle.  We are all one life, just manly branches of what that one's life can be. Heaven and Hell are here are Earth always was and always will be.  The reason we can not nor will we ever find our origin is for the simple fact we have to have faith. We cant ever answer all the questions cause then we will stop growing and looking for the said answers.  We need something to drive us as individuals and as one people. Peace on Earth another fairy tale that cant happen. There has to be good and evil fighting. No mater what we wont stop looking for our past and where we come from as if it can tell us were we are going. Life is almost done and we don't even know it. My question to you is are you ready??

Star Crossed

Long ago we were given that nickname. And man we sure have lived up to it. No matter what we did/do we are always driven apart. Maybe one day things will change.

Neighbors

I hate, hate, hate my new neighbors. Don't even know them but I hate them. You guys got out in a great time because now we have Lori B from housing's daughter living in our block AHHHHHHHH

Ranting

Ok going on a rant here so chill....
I am tired of people saying there goanna do something and yet NEVER do it. I have four people in my mind as I right this. If you say you goanna do something DO IT. Be it come up here, stop hitting, get him in trouble etc. Don't tell me your phone is screwed up or you have no money and yet buy video games or go to movies or its not your fault etc. I am tired of people saying they care and lying. So I am calling it quits with ya'll have a nice life!