Lost

I feel lost in this big ol world we have to call home. My family is everywhere and no where. Its scary living here on earth cause you dont know whats gonna happen and when. Is today the day? Is the today it all ends? How can I feel so alone living is such a big place?

MJB

My 19 month old is getting to big to quick. Tonight he deiced to drink out of the dogs water bowl like it was a soup bowl and then proceed to turn the bowl into a hat. The whole time me and my other half where rolling on the floor laughing.

Truth

On rare occasion, someone will stop me in the hallway on a Sunday morning or send me an email outlining an issue that offended them.


Years ago, my knee-jerk reaction was to say a quick, "I'm sorry" and be done with it. The truth is, I was never really done with it. I would spend days wondering how I could have phrased something differently or communicated the issue that offended them more gently.


Things are different now.


I've come to learn that whenever you talk to a crowd of people, someone is going to be offended. Heck, it doesn't even have to be a crowd of people. The fact is, there are way too many personalities in the world to avoid making everyone happy.


For this reason, I've stopped apologizing for things I'm not sorry for. I don't mind clarifying my words or actions, but if I'm not sorry... I'm not going to pretend that I am.


Here's the deal: All of us hate watching people (especially politicians) apologize for things we know they aren't really sorry for. We'd rather them say, "I realize people were offended by my words or actions, but looking back... my motives and heart were in the right place and I stand by what I said or did."


Those words are not arrogant or the result of some charade. They are refreshing and true.


I must give the real author creidt Daivd Nelson

parenthood 1

Being a parent is hard enough, but when you let your kids run wild and give me funny looks. Ha! I do not want be to like you. Yes it is said "it takes a community to raise a child" but that does not mean we (the community) should be doing all the work.

Missing you

Woke up this moring thinking you were still here. Ended up youre gone. Why did u leave us so soon? We are still missing you, Sarah

Found this on another site of mine

If history is what was recored in the past or told throught out diffent genrations how do we know it is true?? -NW-

They say insanty is a diaese of the mind, yet how then does it spread from one person to another??? -NW-

Mind over matter... is the real answer to everything in the world. We take medcations to stop pain but does it really do that or is just our minds saying so??? -NW-

"Enter the darkness and become weary of the light". -NW-

Those that live by night can't stand the light". -NW-

"Life and death have on thing in common, the only come once."
-NW-

THE VOICES
Voices in and out of my head. Some are never quite and some almost always are. How do I turn them all off? And which do I leave on?? -NW-

LOVE
When it comes you must grasp ahold and neer let it go. For once it's gone, it may never return. -NW-

THE NIGHTS
Beware for we are everywere. Here. There. Where ever you like one will be there. In the shadows on the night or in light of day. We will be there.

"Do not conform to the ways of the world." -PDTN-

The day is comming when the dead will rule the earth. -NW-

If parents care about there children, why are there so many runaways? -NW-




--------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Watch "Steven Curtis Chapman - Dive" on YouTube

Premonition

I have this feeling that I have to just dive headfirst into a pool. Why, no clue

Evil

We are I the calm of the storm. The rain shall come and the blood shall flow

 

Ugh

All u haters and fakers. Just cause u act like u got a million bucks AND you don't. Don't blame  me when u get caught

Scooter

Scott Siegal MD

Blah

Life sucks then ya die but all ya wanna do is cry

I wish this darkness would fade away with the coming  Sun. It won't

None

Ready to run cant figure out why I am still  around

Kevin B.S.R.N

Kevin just writting to say hi and i miss u. Do u still have your bear necklace? U asked how i knew...well its cause we share animal spirts and mine directed me to that necklace

For "Bird man" aka Scott Siegal MD

Now that u have move on to a new life, do u rember me? I will never 4get u and all that u have done 4 me. I miss you. Do u rember me? Do u think about me? I rember when we saw Red Dragon u in your glasses. Hmm :-) Do u rember me? I rember the song u gave me Tracks of My Tears. Do u rember me? Mr Big Red chomping Marlbro Red smoking...do u rember me? I rember u.

Storm's a comming

We have reached the calm before the storm. Can you feel it coming? Its almost here. are you ready??

Tracks of my tears

I know I should be happy to have well 3 familys but i am not... I only talk with the one i live with and it hurts.

dream

As a lay sleep..the blood washes over me. Blood of inocent and guilty. I am tempted to drink but i know i should not. I should contuine on my search for the one. The true one.

hmmm

sitting here in the darkness the depression sneaks in, more like blindsides me. Hurting wanting to give up, to run away from it all. "I'm leaving on a jett plane dont know if i will be back again". Somebody save me

me

dying to die, running to run, ridding to fly. Cant get the rush i need and want.