The Boss

		41 shots 41 shots 41 shots 41 shots 41 shots 41 shots 41 shots 41 shots.... and we'll take that ride 'cross this bloody river to the other side 41 shots... cut through the night You're kneeling over his body in the vestibule Praying for his life Is it a gun, is it a knife Is it a wallet, this is your life It ain't no secret It ain't no secret No secret my friend You can get killed just for living In your American skin 41 shots Lena gets her son ready for school She says "on these streets, Charles You've got to understand the rules If an officer stops you Promise you'll always be polite, that you'll never ever run away Promise Mama you'll keep your hands in sight" Is it a gun, is it a knife Is it a wallet, this is your life It ain't no secret It ain't no secret No secret my friend You can get killed just for living In your American skin Is it a gun, is it a knife Is it in your heart, is it in your eyes It ain't no secret 41 shots... and we'll take that ride 'Cross this bloody river To the other side 41 shots... got my boots caked in this mud We're baptized in these waters and in each other's blood Is it a gun, is it a knife Is it a wallet, this is your life It ain't no secret It ain't no secret No secret my friend You can get killed just for living In your American skin
		Copyright © Bruce Springsteen (ASCAP)

How to live

Live right and love another. Live as everyone was your brother or sister. Live like a child and forgive n forget at the drop of a hat. Daily wipe the slate clean so to speak. For we are all family. Truth is truth, right is right.

Beast

The mark of the beast is here. The time of tribulation has begun. Are you ready for the new begining?? Refuse the mark to save your soul. No matter what the cost.

Fear

It makes us weak
Its makes us stong
It fills us with rage
It makes us see
It makes us afraid
It makes us brave

TeAnna

oh how I miss you my dear friend I am putting this up so maybe you would find me. I know its a long shot but ya never know. T-Bird do you still have your bunny rock

Rain

A rain is comming to wash away all the sins of the Earth. To eat awawy at the foundation of us all and to qunich a thirst that -nw-every living thing has.

parents today

Ok so this isnt a very "happy" blog, I write how I feel and thats that. You can like it or hate it I dont care. But any way time for me to get to the point. Parnets today... are so scared of lossing their kids to the system they will let there kids get away with murder if it means not going in to foster care. IE we live in public housing we have had four year olds get run over cause there parents arent watching them. But when one kid brings a perring knife on to a school bus there is the time I feel dcfs of child protection needs to be called. Not for spanking a child or sending them to bed with no dinner. I understand that the bringing a knife to school was a cry for help and yet no one is helping

no title

I have no title for this post, its realy just to say there is too much death around here this week. Sorry all

the labels on here

I figgure I had better explain on of my labels on here RDH Rush Day Hospital. Is when I was on a pschy ward and the post with that label were written during that time

The Darkness within.

One of my jouranls I have title "the Darkness with in my mind". These postings will never get over a five outa ten on the darknes within me. Ha my friend Craig said I should not put everything that pops in my head out here and dear Craig I do take your advice, but I also write it down. It seems to help when I do write it out. If only you could see what I dont put on here.