Tornado

I'm caught in the middle of one too many worlds one too many lifes. An erie calm comes over me outside a raging storm that grows within. The term " comfortably numb"  is a false hope. We do everything and anything we can to become comfortably numb. We do what we do to block out phycal pain ie work, drink and pills. Only once we gain a numbness from this phycal do we become aware of the internal pain or mental pain. And that pain my friends nothing not illegal drugs, legal drugs, booze nothig can touch that pain. Well nothing expect death its self. Yes I said death the Grimm reaper himself. And those that have been caught all to long in the ever raging storm we cry unto him PLEASE TAKE ME NOW! And yet despite our begging and pleading he despites us. He sits just outta reach in the dark corner watching waiting, buying his time.

Pain

I sit here in awe of my own stupidity....and of your strength. It must take one hell of a human being let alone a man to forgive me after the way I have hurt you over the last several months. Yes without knowing it but still for you to say "shit happens" like its no big thing?!?!? I hope my boys grow up to be like you.

Torn

Torn
I am torn between two worlds
I am torn between two lives
I am torn between two realities
I am torn between two homes
I am torn between two places where I am supposed to be.
One place is here with you Master not cause I owe you or anything like that its cause I love you And cause I love you I would do  just about anything for you. I know you dont feel the same and probably never will and thats ok with me.
The second place I lost partly cause of my greed, Southpark. You were right all along I should have fought harder to keep my family. I should have tried harder and now I fear its too late.
One more thing to say as if to give myself a weak a feeble excuse is this me leaving you felt/feels like I am betraying you to the very core.
Please understand now what happened today.
I love you Master always

Storm

Thru the rain and the storms I call to thee. Wanting my voice to be heard once again hoping this time by the right people. I wait for you arrival that never happens, life failed me once again. Even though I can see you n hear you, you can't hear me. I cry out for you louder than ever praying my voice in one way shape or form reaches you. Either audible or in my mind I pray you hear me or at least see me. Cause I know if you see me you know there is trouble coming. I am trying to warn you of the HUGE trap you are once again walking into. Why why why again and again do you repeat this bit of your life. You will never be able to rest and/or move on! 13th life means nothing if it NEVER ends and it wont cause you wont/cant stop repeating history damn it. 

tick tock

tick tock tick tock tick tock time grows short....for me and you. tick tock tick tock tick tock Its almost time for you to go home,Alpha. I already miss you.

Master n sub note

That blog was just a story I heard

Master & sub 1

The wolf sitting in his desk chair watching his sub take off her pants, she is whining she is hot. Before she can but her shorts on he calls her to him. "Yes Master"? she asks as she walks over to him. He reaches down and starts to play with her pussy. "Its all sweaty isn't it?" She leans down resting her head on his shoulder and says in his ear "Don't start something you cant finish" while reaching up his shorts and grabbing his semi-firm cock. He lets go of her pussy and sits back in his chair. She goes down onto her knees and pushes his shorts aside so she can reach his cock. Sucking on his cock and balls he starts enjoying it more. He groans in pain cause his stomach starts not liking where he is sitting. "You need to lay down Master" she says He agrees gets up from his chair and stripping off his shorts lays down on the bed. Knowing full well he is not 100% she asks permission to continue to suck him off. He nods and gets comfortable. She lays down on the bed in between his legs with her ass at his feet. She starts sucking his cock once again. He starts thrusting his hips making his cock do deeper into her throat. She pulls his cock outta her mouth and starts licking from the tip of the head slowly down his shaft, over his balls and down all the way to his ass hole. She starts sticking her tongue up his ass which for some reason makes her wet. He says to her "Get a towel under you and get up here". She obeys laying a towel under her as she lays down on the bed next to him. He lifts one of her legs up and slide his cock into her wet pussy and starts driving ti home. In this position she can finger herself while he is inside and fucking the hell outta her pussy. She fingers herself as he thrusts himself deeper and deeper into her. As she squirts all over him he digs his claws for the dragon part of him is coming out now into her thigh. He cums is a crashing event and his claws dig deeper into her causing just a hare amount of pain. As he finishes cumming inside her he shudders in pleasure as her cum runs down his leg.