In my heart

I have a fear in my heart
Its very strong and powerful
Its trying to push me into a choice
A choice I don't know if I can make
If  I am ready to make
If I want to make.
This fear is a fear for my life and my children s lives.

Rock and a hard place

I'm stuck in between a rock and a hard place. Im tired of being hurt and hurting within myself. I have a few routes I can take but all of them lead to someone else getting hurt and I just cant do that either. No matter how much I hate someone I can do something that I know will hurt them. Grrrr