The worst day in a long time

This has been one of the worst days in my house in YEARS. I am no kidding. First I woke thinking its gonna be a bad day. Second Mark goes and buys a tv (which is fine) but as soon as he gets home the cops shop up. Saying that Mark used the "n" word toward a child in our block. They didnt even bother to check with my son who was with at the time and just booked him. When he got home we deceded to go to the park. Right off the bat our daught runs into a toy and gets hurt. Then not 5 mins later Codi falls off the low monkey bars hitting his neck and side of his jaw on them. Huge black and blue mark. UGH!

I know I walk alone

I know I walk alone
I  chose this path of misery and hate.
I know I walk alone
I know there is no such thing as a lone christian
.What I am I do not know. My faith has become more trials then blessings it seams.
I know I walk alone
I know I have chosen this route and where it will lead me that I am un-sure of.
I know that I must have faith but its hard to have faith in the un-seen.
I know I walk alone
I walk everywhere looking for signs of hope and life and all I see is pain and suffering.
Disregard for the rules set by man and God alone.
I know I walk alone
One day I hope to see and know the truth in my heart and soul.
But for know I know I walk alone.