Master Wolf

As I sit here watching you  sleep...making sure you are still breathing that is. I see the age of your soul catching up to your current body. I see the hour glass almost empty on this your 13th life. I hope the last few years/months/days/hours/minutes you have left on this earth are filled with the peace and joy and happiness you have earned. For when your time comes and you go home with the fallen ones before you, your leaving this Earth this time will leave a big whole in a lot a hearts and minds. Peace to you my Master Wolf and sleep well, for I will see you on the other side.

The Chosen written with help by Master Wolf

   

      As the ghosts march by, soldiers going to war, row by row, man by man.  The Elder Alpha Silver Wolf, silver-grey in color, runs along side and through the rows of men, watching their steps, looking into each man's eyes and dispatching those with weakness and those with evil in their souls. While the crows and ravens fly overhead and into the future from the past with messages of lore and triumph. I can hear their footsteps in the grass as they marched by yet I can not seem them, even though there are but only two inches in front of me.  I see their words as if in speech bubbles, as if I'm reading a cartoon, above each man. Each man marches tall and proud it seems like they can not feel the gentle breeze. Is it going right through them? The grass moves not as they step upon it and march through as if they aren't even there. But, only I see and hear them. Why have I been chosen?  I can feel the rhythm of their footsteps upon the ground as if an earthquake was making the hills roll like thunder. Row by row, man by man. There are stars alined over each man's head as if a star had been chosen only for him. There is no heat nor is there cold. Absense of heat, here they do not sweat. Absense of cold, nay they shiver not. The Elder Alpha Silver Wolf leaves no tracks of his strides as he runs thru the men doing the job The Grand Fathers have chosen him for. Yet the soldiers footprints do not appear as such. For they are the "The Chosen Ones" of The Elder Alpha Silver Wolf. Their steps are as if "The Many are One." And when the whiteman looks upon "The Trail of Tears" they see one set of prints but not foot prints. One set of prints can be seen, that of "The Wolf..."  A-HO!

Am what I am

I am what I am... this may bring you pain and hurt I am truly sorry. We knew this would end this way.  I give you  me soul and me life in a heartbeat, but it comes down to this last battle between us. When you come back to the states it will be the last time we meet, wont it? Till then I will kill for you, lie and steal like I have been, untill then my mouth will shut. But when you return shit will change.  For then D and I will have our final battle and like I said it will be epic.  Who will win I can not say for sure, but I think it will be you. And all I ask is this.... D use your hands not a blade or bullets. Thank you and peace.

Once again

Once again I find my self struggling to prove me worth to a thousand different people.
Once again I can't seem to find peace.
Once again I miss the things I left behind for me family.
Once again  I have to be told it is for the best, even though I disagree.
Once again I find myself falling into old and deadly habits.
Once again I find that I don't want to be where I am.
Once again I find myself wishing I could turn back time.
Once again I find myself with "sticky fingers".
Once again I find myself wanting what I can not have.
Once again I find a hunger in me to change what can not be changed.
Once again I find myself unhappy.
Once again I find in pain.
Once again I find hurting.

Master

On the wings of a dragon you will find a wolf. For he is flying finally home. Home to a new land where he has not been before (at least this life time),and yet he calls it his own.  As he fly he thinks about all that he left behind. Heartbreak, suffering and the pain which was caused by those closest to him.  All they never asked or needed he would give them at no regards to the cost to himself. If it meant he would go without he do it in a heartbeat. The shirt off his own back was up for grabs despite what it meant to him. Food ha he didn't need it if you did, yours. Not one person he thought was true to him....maybe. For the one he thinks was true will be put to the ultimate test and we shall see if  Raven is true or not.

Good day to die

Like an army marching into war, we advance upon our enemy. Even if that enemy has not yet been made clear, we march. Ready to make the ultimate sacrifice of life and death. To give our selfs for the greater good. Today is a good day to die is our motto showing we have no fear in our hearts, minds and souls. I am ready to follow my master into battle any day any night. I am ready for this fight and will do all that I have to do to win this battle. For today is a good day to die.

Venting

Ok vent time...just tired of dealing with Mark's bullshit! I hate him right now and someone needs to shut his mouth quick.

Pissed off!

Ok I have a friend here in the states that is dying. He has MS and maybe two months to live. All cause our government wont allow the cure here. WTF is that all about? They haven't figured out how to get money outta this or something??

Dante (dont know why call it this but oh well)

What is done can always be un-done. Nothing is in stone. All can change. All will can bend. Life does not end at the grave nor begin in the cradle.  We are all one life, just manly branches of what that one's life can be. Heaven and Hell are here are Earth always was and always will be.  The reason we can not nor will we ever find our origin is for the simple fact we have to have faith. We cant ever answer all the questions cause then we will stop growing and looking for the said answers.  We need something to drive us as individuals and as one people. Peace on Earth another fairy tale that cant happen. There has to be good and evil fighting. No mater what we wont stop looking for our past and where we come from as if it can tell us were we are going. Life is almost done and we don't even know it. My question to you is are you ready??

Angel and Demons

I go to church on Sundays. I believe in God. Just and I know I am gonna get crap from you Craig on this one. I cant think that all Angles are good and all demons are bad. That's something I cant believe. I am not sure why. I know they are both real too, for I have seen both.

War

There is a war brewing. We all must fight in it hell we already are. Every Church every country. Every man woman and child. Its is fought in home,s in schools and  in sports.All people together are fighting this war, yet they may not even know it. They are fighting for there souls.

Faith

A good friend of mine asked me a question; "am I a fan of God?" and I said yes. But I dont have a church I attend so he tells me "their's no such thing as a lone Christian... way too many wolves around and Satan prowling about". So this a a good reminder for all of us I think

Hidding no more

Ok going back over the "hidden" post I have found the translations where off, so here we go again.
  In english this time.

Chandler you dont know how many times I have prayed for some one like you to come along. Yes he did push your wife and I kinda hopped you would have just shot him for it. His record so long and I would have backed you up 100%. Yeah you can see what he has been charged with but not is not half of what he has done.  Yes I will say one thing, when you made that threat it scared the shit outta him, and he really is afraid that if shit happens like it did before and you find out that you will kill him. Yeah I got good at hiding the marks and shit. But I cant do it anymore. Not for my kids sakes either they are too forgiving of him. Craig I know wanting some one dead is wrong so help me here, please.

How?

How do you have the strength to pray for some one that does not want it?
How do you get your faith alive when all you see is failure?
How can I forgive and forget if he can't?
How can I keep living in this situation?
How can I be strong for my kids when all I see and hear is wrong?