This is why we get along

Chandler you are
Ash - The Enchanter
February 18 - March 17
Those born under the Celtic tree astrology sign of the Ash are free thinkers. Imaginative, intuitive, and naturally artistic, you see the world in water-color purity. You have a tendency to moody and withdrawn at times, but that's only because your inner landscape is in constant motion. You are in touch with your muse, and you are easily inspired by nature. Likewise, you inspire all that you associate with and people seek you out for your enchanting personality. Art, writing (especially poetry), science, and theology (spiritual matters) are areas that strongly interest you. Others may think you are reclusive, but in all honesty, you are simply immersed in your own world of fantastic vision and design. You are in a constant state of self-renewal and you rarely place a value on what others think about you. Ash signs partner well with Willow and Reed signs.

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Celtics

Giolcach means Reed

Reed - The Inquisitor October 28 - November 24 Reed signs among the Celtic tree astrology signs are the secret keepers. You dig deep inside to the real meaning of things and discover the truth hidden beneath layers of distraction. When there is a need to get to the heart of the matter, most certainly the Reed sign will find the core. You love a good story,and can be easily drawn in by gossip, scandals, legend and lore. These tendencies also make you an excellent historian, journalist, detective or archeologist. You love people because they represent a diversity of meanings for you to interpret. You are adept at coaxing people to talking to you, and sometimes you can be a bit manipulative. However, you have a strong sense of truth and honor so most of your scheming is harmless. Reed people join well with other Reeds, Ash or Oak signs.

Numbness

Sometimes I wish the numbness of my life would just dissapear. I know I feel it because I am uncomfortable with what I should be feeling. IE talking about God with my friend Craig. 

Another Dream

Ok Chandler you where doing good there for awhile about stayin outta my dreams. Not no more. The last five nights come on! Ok the last and worst dream I had of you also had another guy named Ben in it.  Anyway here it goes.


Mark and I are having a huge knock down drag out fight. For once with a witness, his name is Ben and I have known him about as long as I have known Mark.  Ben being Ben steps in to try to separate the me and Mark from fighting. The next thing I know you are kicking down the apt door guns ablazing. You shoot Ben on accident I am sure and Mark.

I guess need to work on you aim.

Last night

Last night you came to me.God I wish you never left. Yes it comes in flashes now but God it is all good. Your smell your touch. You came to me when I needed you. But will you come the next time I call Bam! lets find out.

Once again

Once Again

Got nailed once again Found myself kissing tile floor once again. Hurting once again.

Feelings

The way I feel I know is wrong. I have to remind myself all the time. I cant hate him as much as I do, can I?  How do I fix this mistake?