I know I walk alone

I know I walk alone
I  chose this path of misery and hate.
I know I walk alone
I know there is no such thing as a lone christian
.What I am I do not know. My faith has become more trials then blessings it seams.
I know I walk alone
I know I have chosen this route and where it will lead me that I am un-sure of.
I know that I must have faith but its hard to have faith in the un-seen.
I know I walk alone
I walk everywhere looking for signs of hope and life and all I see is pain and suffering.
Disregard for the rules set by man and God alone.
I know I walk alone
One day I hope to see and know the truth in my heart and soul.
But for know I know I walk alone.