inshallah

inshallah means God willing

Sara Porto

i am trying to raise the dead wanting so bad to go back in time and save a life of someone i will now never meet. Thinking if i had known u would u still have killed yourself???

     I feel the need to do something.... To pay homage for her. I feel she is trying to speak to me, her family but cant be heard or they r not listening.

RIP Sara

Two faces

The face i show is not my true face. Inside I am screaming in anger and crying in pain. I have two names.... Two thoughts in one body.

Congrats S+C

To Scott and Cheryl,
Can I say first off I always knew you two would end up even before Scott got his first divorice. I knew it...just they way you two were around each other. Congrats again you two. I miss talking with the two of you hope to some day see you guys again for now come by here if you wish  PS oh Scott I still listen to Tracks of My Tears every now and then, plus I still have mu RDH shirt do you?

Later,

You know who.

Searching

Looking for escape. Trying to find where I belong. Looking everywhere and finding no where.

Urges

Do you ever get the urge to do something you know is wrong?  Just do it once and maybe the urges will stop. But its so horid.... the pictures in your mind. The visions in my head are driving me to a point I dont want to go there. There is no voices just pictures and a lot of them. I must not see them. Oh Lord help me

Tuesday night

Tuesday night DG
This site is different than all the other sites for one reason. One night a month the Hindu's are the cooks. And every thing is five alarm and vegan. I can handle the vegan just not the five alarm.