Valley

As I walk into the valley of Death I feel at home. In the total darkness I find peace and I almost feel calm. I feel at home here and to enter is easy its leaving that is hard. To leave you must part with something very dear to you. I left long ago and am now ready to return.

No one gets left behind

That is what they are told when they sign up to go to war. No one gets left behind. What a bunch of lies, right? There are to this day still soldiers listed as MIA from Vietnam.  Our country men put everything on the line for a lie. When they get caught they get disowned our government says we don't negotiate with terrorists. 

Time to hide once again

The walls are going back up again. No more pain, no more sorrow, no more fear, and no more TEARS! I am not going to "feel" anything for my feelings have yet again betrayed me. Tired of being hurt by everyone time to be stone faced again.

2 names one body

My mind has begun to tear in to two seprate people. Lori and Sue there paths are going further and further apart. Not sure whom will end up taking over totally and whom will disappear forever. I welcome who ever wins this battle with open arms because it will be the true me finally coming out. Hating to have to loose one part of me though yes I know both can be together but I dont want that. Ride or die its time to say goodbye.

Sight

I have been blinded for the longest time. My sight was taken away from me for my own protection of the torturer I went under lifetime ago. Now that block is gone and I remember everything. My sight though has come back but much stronger than it was before. I am seeing things I don't think I should see. Future to the past I see it all now, good or bad. I am ready for this I think I hope.

Raven and Wolf

For I am the raven always on guard when you can not be.

For it is my job to see you home safe even when I can be by your side. 

RIP Thunder Lord

Watching the Wolf howl over his pack. Forgetting all in mourning for the loss of a member of his pack. Wishing maybe he could have know him better. For the pain of loss is hard for anyone.....But taking faith in one day knowing he will see his friend again, it doesn't ease the pain but something does change.

"Each day is a gift and not a given right" Nickelback