Ranting

Ok going on a rant here so chill....
I am tired of people saying there goanna do something and yet NEVER do it. I have four people in my mind as I right this. If you say you goanna do something DO IT. Be it come up here, stop hitting, get him in trouble etc. Don't tell me your phone is screwed up or you have no money and yet buy video games or go to movies or its not your fault etc. I am tired of people saying they care and lying. So I am calling it quits with ya'll have a nice life!

New toy

Update

Mark is home on the list for 5yrs Oh keep the knife got a new one later

Day by day

Trying to take life day by day right now, because its way way to hard to do more than that. My husband has been kicked outta the house in order for our kids to staying living with me. Man four kids are impossible to  deal with by oneself. Again I give props to all single parents out there. At least 3wks till Mark is allowed back in the house when the kids are home. ugh ugh ugh He ready to quit and has said it even a few times, "its not worth it" he says. Yeah that helps me out allot Mark ahhhh I hate you for saying stuff like that.

Ugh

Gonna miss my friends hate to see them leave. But it is for the better so good luck Reed's safe travles

Props

I give props to all single parents out there. I am a singel parent for a couple weeks and it very very hard cause I have four very active kids ugh

Fear

The fear came back last night, like a freight train headed straight towards me. I thought for sure I was gonna get nailed. I got lucky, not sure how. Tired and sore all over all the time ugh.