Running

Fighting the urge to run away. I want to so bad just one day not come home. Pretend to go somewhere and then dissapear. Yes I know several people would be worred including my kids but he is driving me insane so much to the breaking point. Ugh nothing physical good or bad since last month. I hate it here I hate him. This is not my life! "Life is a lemon and I want my money back" Meatloaf

Some day

Some day things are gonna change
Some day I will get what I want
Some day my kids will behave
Some day my husband will behave
Some day I will feel like I have done something to better this world
Some day I will be happy

Sleep

They say sleep is a good thing ha not if you cant get none.
I havent gone to bed before 3 am the last two months and I am up by 10am.
One of these days I am gonna sleep again oh well

Finally

My lap top is finally home now I can watch my videos 24/7 he he he

Hey Scott!!!

I hope you are one of my followers. If so get off your ass and get a voice mail system at the hospital please. I don't feel right calling the house, ya know. Even though I did once hung up on your machine sorry. LOL so um get a voice mail please

Talk

Alright  I know the Anger and Sadness freaked out at least one person. I did not wanna do that. So I have other followers besides Ben that freaked I was just venting.

Disappear

If I where to disappear what would you do? Would you cry? 

If I where to disappear what would you do? Would you miss me?

If I where to disappear what would you do? Would you try to find me?

If I where to disappear what would you do?