Watching me

I see you watching me from a far. Yet you do not know are.

Demons

All of my past demons have come back to haunt me... I was joking to a friend of mine mostly because I think she thinks I am a goodie goodie two shoes. HA! If you knew half of what I have done / want to do you would freak.  The sh**t I have done and caused to happen. I keep asking for forgiveness and yet turn right around and do it again. I had beaten them for awhile and now they are back with vengeance.

Pfft

Sitting here wondering what if? What if... I never got married
What if... I never left home

Lately

I have been in a fog as of late..cant figure out the date even. Tired and wired at at the same time. Frustrated of the life I am living wanting a new way out. Wishing I had never done some of the things I have done, and wanting to do stuff I never did. I should of called this post regret.

Awsome

Wish

Wishing you where here and not just in my dreams. How I miss you my friend and your advice is the best still. No matter how far away you go you will be forever with me.

Honor - TEN HUT

To all those who served and are serving thank you. This is a friend of mines brother Rick Nelson who died. I never met him, but I feel I owe him this.