Tracks of my tears

I know I should be happy to have well 3 familys but i am not... I only talk with the one i live with and it hurts.

dream

As a lay sleep..the blood washes over me. Blood of inocent and guilty. I am tempted to drink but i know i should not. I should contuine on my search for the one. The true one.

hmmm

sitting here in the darkness the depression sneaks in, more like blindsides me. Hurting wanting to give up, to run away from it all. "I'm leaving on a jett plane dont know if i will be back again". Somebody save me

me

dying to die, running to run, ridding to fly. Cant get the rush i need and want.

money

for the longest time i ve had to do some shitty risky things to make a buck, just to make my kids happy with a roof over there heads. Now that i dont have to do illiegal shit its so freeing.

tick tock

tick tock time is winding down till i see u again. Will u tell me everything u know now that i know u know? all these years u have kept this from me, the truth what i wanted to know u knew. Why didnt u just tell me

time

ben awhile since ive seen u old friend why do we let so much time go by so much has happened that it will take forever to catch up so lets give up this fakeness