forgiveness

I know we are supposed to forgive everyone for what wrong they do to us. But is there a line you dont cross? I know I need to and so does my other half to forgive someone but I know it wont happen. I wish I could make him forgive this person but I know it will not happen...my other half cant even forgive his family for crao that happend 15 yrs ago. I am doomed. I want him to forgive this person because I want them back as friends. Any suggestions?

Fears

Being in the line of work you are listening to what the people say must be hard. Who do you tell you secrets too? How do you deal with the darkness of their minds while you are trying to help them deal with it? Do you ever get scared? Do you ever think now why didn’t I think of that? I would be afraid of learning to much information on how to move towards the darkness we all have inside us.

Sleep

I don’t sleep anymore. No that’s not right I sleep by laying down and closing my eyes but I don’t feel like I slept the next morning. I dream mostly about you. I miss you as a friend. I wish things turned out differently. In the back of my mind I hear Scott yelling at me this is wrong not right. I need to stop all this wishing and just make things right. Or at least talk to you. “What are you afraid of? What’s the worst that could happen?” is what he is saying in my mind. Oh how I miss you two guys. Well I need to get over my fear and just talk to you.

Time to vent

I am so frusted in hearing all the rumors and bullshit flying around west park its not even funny!  I miss talking to you guys all the time. You told me we were cool even though I think you may have said the crap running around just to save face. But one rumor I know is true and you do need to kill it before you get in trouble and thats Kelly living with ya. If Lori or Pat hear about it you toast.  Be CAREFUL who knows your bussiness as you can tell its going around AMANDA!

Spin cycle Doc

I am following him everywhere like a shadow. Got a call from 3west. To get there I had to slide under a door into a spinning vortex that warped to a set of stairs that I now have to chase him up. Run Scott run

Chandler Scott Reed

Hey I have a feeling if this is read other than by Craig its ASR so here it goes... I am sorry for what ever will happen and has happened. I PRAY you guys got what we got and that is all. Um I understand how mad you are at us, and yes we did change the story to what you asked us to do. But the fact of the matter is even have been given permission Chandler was not allowed to do what he did. Because I did NOT have the ability to give permission in the first place. We miss you guys as friends my kids miss you too. Bye

DTN

Looking at you I feel I have let you down... All the wrong choices I have made haunt me still.
I wish to go back and undo everything I did wrong, but to do that would mean I might never have met you.
And to do that might mean I don't end up where I am now. I wish I could just undo the regret I have. And as Steven Curtis Chapman put it best "Be truly Free"