Peace

Pray for peace you get war. The time is now for the biggest fight ever in yours and my life. Never fear death or dying just not trying.  THIS MOMENT WE OWN IT! Time to fight back and take back what is ours. Ride or die time ya'll. 

Life

If life is what we make it, why is mine pure hell? I am tired of not being able to do what I want and need to do for these kids of mine. Frustrated does not begin to cover how I feel. The government tells me I cant do what I need to do. DCFS tells me I have to do it. I ask how and I get shrugged shoulders. WTF am I doing wrong? I dont deserve all this blame I'm getting I at least try. I watch my kids like a hawk. I dont let them wander and wonder why there dont answer there phone when I call. I KNOW EVERY MINUTE OF EVERY DAY WHERE THEY ARE!!! Can you say the same for yours??? If not dont judge me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Chaos

In a world where chaos rules there is no such thing as peace. Wishful thinking sure, peace no such luck. Its just another word like love and hate, life and death.

Just Because

Figured I post just cause I can. Things are actually going pretty good right now. Still looking for work though :(

wishing

I find myself yet again wishing some one would find me. Wishing someone could give my past lives the peace I need. Wishing and hoping one day this will happen

Open

Open my mind and you will find a world of crazy
Open my heart and you will find it broken
Open my soul and you will find it lost
Open my body and you will find it broken too
Open me up and you will find a whole world of crazy, faithless pain with in me.

War zone 2

I live in a war zone. If its not the kids kiling each other its me and my other half. If its not verbal is physical. Its not fun here 75% of the time, becuase there is a fight going on. I am so sick of living in a war zone.