Wolf and Raven

It seems I am destined to follow you around my wolf....life after life after life. No matter how far apart we start out we end up meeting and I turning into your shadow. I follow and you teach what I must learn for that life time. You will always be a guardian and a teacher as I will always be your student. The writting means Raven and Wolf fellow spirit.

Why am I different to you

I think I know why I am treated differently.....u bkame your self for what I have become, a user. You blam yourself cause u started with you. I am different cause u feel responsible for what I have become. Guilty so when the others are here and u get mad at me cause you started me not them.

Wolf the immortal

You are immortal I hope you know this Master. I sit next to you writting this realizing it myself for the first time. You can never die for wevthe mortal wont let you. You will live with in us long after your body has passed.

Gone

I know when your gone your gonna take a huge chunk od ne with you. I loved youbas best youvl would allow me which wasnt much, ya know. I know I know it was for my own good,  so you said. It didnt make it any easier. You have taught me alot I wont forget I swear it. Never a day will go by that you wont be in my thoughts and prayers mt Master for ever. 

Master Wolf

As I sit here watching you  sleep...making sure you are still breathing that is. I see the age of your soul catching up to your current body. I see the hour glass almost empty on this your 13th life. I hope the last few years/months/days/hours/minutes you have left on this earth are filled with the peace and joy and happiness you have earned. For when your time comes and you go home with the fallen ones before you, your leaving this Earth this time will leave a big whole in a lot a hearts and minds. Peace to you my Master Wolf and sleep well, for I will see you on the other side.

Left out.......it sucks and it hurts

I fell in love with him, he fell in love with her and she always loved her wife. Confused join the club and I'm living it. Now I have been dropped out in the cold and left behind forgotten. I hope they read this someday.....till then Peace

Dead

I have reached the breaking point where I cant do this shit anymore. I am tired of the pain I feel everyday both mental and physical. I dont want anymore I dont need it anymore. My time is over I am ready for the my next life if allowed to live it. I have tried so many times to finish this hell I even tried to push my dearest friend into killing me, damn Deggar was smart enough to not do it. Well that aint gonna stop this pit bull. There are options here tons so peace to all.............-LP-