Dr Siegall

See Cheese Doc!

If you are reading this then welcome back to the insanity of my mind.  Do you still have the thinking statue?  Did you ever notice your initials carved in the bottom. As you read you can tell I have relapse slot and have no doc or t-bird or even Cheryl.  I hope all is well in IN. and say hey to K.D.P for me as well.

No where

I right  now am no where and yet every where.  My closest friend is in Australia and I live in the USA.  I am sad and happy all the time, like to opposites at war inside me.

New toy

So sharp so easy to cut any thing with

Numbness

The numbness has entered my heart and body. Now I dont feel anything, pain, guilt.  I cant tell if this is a good thing so we shall see. Hopefully it will be good.

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Its getting better so far....
I want so much to change its not even funny anymore
I wish for so much that I cant have but its always getting better

Hidding no more

Ok going back over the "hidden" post I have found the translations where off, so here we go again.
  In english this time.

Chandler you dont know how many times I have prayed for some one like you to come along. Yes he did push your wife and I kinda hopped you would have just shot him for it. His record so long and I would have backed you up 100%. Yeah you can see what he has been charged with but not is not half of what he has done.  Yes I will say one thing, when you made that threat it scared the shit outta him, and he really is afraid that if shit happens like it did before and you find out that you will kill him. Yeah I got good at hiding the marks and shit. But I cant do it anymore. Not for my kids sakes either they are too forgiving of him. Craig I know wanting some one dead is wrong so help me here, please.

Ahhh

One down 3 to go for my birhtdays. One a month till April