Monday, May 23, 2011

Kevin B.S.R.N

Kevin just writting to say hi and i miss u. Do u still have your bear necklace? U asked how i knew...well its cause we share animal spirts and mine directed me to that necklace

For "Bird man" aka Scott Siegal MD

Now that u have move on to a new life, do u rember me? I will never 4get u and all that u have done 4 me. I miss you. Do u rember me? Do u think about me? I rember when we saw Red Dragon u in your glasses. Hmm :-) Do u rember me? I rember the song u gave me Tracks of My Tears. Do u rember me? Mr Big Red chomping Marlbro Red smoking...do u rember me? I rember u.

Thursday, May 5, 2011

Storm's a comming

We have reached the calm before the storm. Can you feel it coming? Its almost here. are you ready??

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Tracks of my tears

I know I should be happy to have well 3 familys but i am not... I only talk with the one i live with and it hurts.

Friday, March 25, 2011

dream

As a lay sleep..the blood washes over me. Blood of inocent and guilty. I am tempted to drink but i know i should not. I should contuine on my search for the one. The true one.

Thursday, March 24, 2011

hmmm

sitting here in the darkness the depression sneaks in, more like blindsides me. Hurting wanting to give up, to run away from it all. "I'm leaving on a jett plane dont know if i will be back again". Somebody save me

me

dying to die, running to run, ridding to fly. Cant get the rush i need and want.